went to plaza sin aft wk wit emeline to shop . din brought anything . aft tt went to find gurl at carrefour . go shop n being force by her to buy a small handbag frm m)phosis which cost $27.90 . actuali gg to ktv bt i was veri tired le . one of her frens ask mi to go bowling tgt wit em tmr . bt i rejected . well, happen to saw desmond n fadly at e stations . chatted wit desmond along e way . den both of em send mi hm , anw our hse is so so so near lahs . haha . happen to noe alot of ppl things frm him nahs . lyk ben , kan lun n all . sighhh .. i reali misses him so muchh . even aft so many ppl asking mi to be strong n move on bt i stil cant make it . i reali duno why . its reali hard . i hope n wish i culd too . reached hm i reali msg him . i stil being softhearted i reali dun wan him to put in so much hope n tot i wuld be appearing infront of him . n once e tym reaches 12am we'll reali end . n he promised nt to reply my msg in future n we wun get to see each other in future oso . thanks frens & colleague for all e consolation & conerning abt mi . i nid tym to overcome tis . & i have to go on . as lyk wad yq says . no pt of tinking abt e past . reali touched by everyone conerning mi .