a serious headache i have -_- . arghh its kinda pain when e moment i reach hm was lying dw resting . its has ready happen the day before till nw is e 2nd day .
gona said i'm happy , sad or disappointed ? its our 100days being tgt (happy) . msg him thru out e aftnoon , i jus nid an explaination n tat's it bt it seems lyk its so hard for him to jus git mi tt explaination . wad's so hard i reali dun understand (disappointed) . when reach hm aft dinner wit mum , happen to received his msg sayin he has been waiting for my msg sayin tt i've reach hm n he wants to mit mi bt i din msg him sayin i've reach hm . i'm so disappointed n angry yet u tink i'll stil send those msg ? well , went to his blk , waited for him downstairs . he reply was "u cn wait all u wan, i wun cum dw" . sitting there all alone n reali was so sad till i cry . called florence she accompanied mi . moments aft he came dw , wit tt attitude he ask mi who i'm chattin to ? n send mi bk n have a tok at my hse there instead bt i refuse . i told him i ask u dw nt to send mi is to have a tok wit u . i tk my bag n i leave . he send mi msg sayin i'm wasting his tym . which means all tis while is wasting e tym lahs?? sit dw at his blk nearby n chat on e phone wit him . thru out he was shouting in e phone . he said he brought mi durian & until nw e car was so smelly as in gt e durian smell . chatted alot in e phone .. went bk , have lot of thoughts . bad ? good ? everything . if u wanted to leave y shuld u send mi those msges ? y shuld u b telling mi all those things ? seriously , i'm lost rite nw . how am i suspose to commit all e things for once n for all ??
