argghh . have nt been working since tues . feel so guilty abt it . tues was on leave cos gg our wit bf , morning wore up was ready nt well , bt i stil preserve n go out wit him . since tues i've been eatin veri little . went to see a doc on tues temp was 39 . next day its getting worse . mum was saying wanted to brg mi to e hospital instead msg bf n he said called e clinic n see if they have better medicine n he'll drive mi there . went there again tis tym taken tablets n tt tablets is super damn big . i have told e doc i duno hw to swallow yet he stil git mi such a big tablets . reali duno is to luff or to angry . thurs stil nt well . temp is stil e same . no effect at all . bryan msg mi n ask am i okay if til nt well tmr(fri) rest at hm as they early release cos they having D&D . so mon den i'll go bk to wk . for e past few days , bf n mummy spend most tym on mi tking care of mi especially mummy she even slp beside mi i nid drink she will pour for mi bt tyms n tyms i scolded her for disturbing mi when she wan to put a wet towel on my forehead . i'm sorry . bf have been making an effort to acc mi aft he finish he things . n nt been wking for e pasts few days . n of cos those starhub colleague each n everyone of them mak e effort to msg mi n ask mi rest well , includes clara lin whom left starhub . thanks gurls . shows mi tt so mani ppl is concering mi . have nt been eating for e past few days . duno if i will get thinner ??? :D hopefully i cn get well soonnnnn plsssssssssssss .... its reali terrible ..............
