stomach was nt well , tot of buying breakfast for hubby so tk leave again tdy . wake up veri early watch dvd den put on e fake nails prepare to go buy breakfast for hubby (: wan to git him a surprise he has been wanted mi treat him tis wae for veri long & due to ytd incidet i've been so sad cos i reali treat him badly . den waited for 2hrs ? he den wake up den he cum dw n mit mi . at first he tot i bluff him bt tt was e facts . den drive mi bk hm n went to my hse awhile den he leave le to do his things . went out wit mum to compass pt n amk . stil cant find tt shoe i'm looking for de . so sad :( at amk brought one shirt frm double index :D went to tabao bk bt den go find dar , she haven eat oso so we eat tgt aft tt went hm . . . . . . . . . . was totally STUND aft reading tt ?????? i cried n reali no mood at all . hopin he was wit mi rite nw bt he was busying dun wish to disturb him oso . i reali nid him rite nw bt he was nt wit mi was god trying to tel mi i have to kip tis frm him ? as they gt no fate when he was everyday wit mi it dun get to appear bt to appear e tym when he was nt wit mi . i'm reali stress i reali dun dare to ask . . . everything wait for tmr bahs . hopefully i'll get better wit mood .
